you are my sunshine.

lately, my life as been taking uncontrollable turns, that is for the best.  i am starting to figure out what i want out of my life.  i was in several predicaments in the past that i was not able to get away from. several wrong choices, but i have learned from my mistakes. The only bad thing is, I lost my best friend the night I told her that one day I wanted to get married to a man. I know that I will never find someone to talk to like I could with her, ever again. But no matter what, I do not regret any decisions I have made throughout my life. I made them for a reason. One day, my life will become exactly how I expected.