opening my heart.

today, i went and saw an old friend.. who i havent seen in months but before that it had been several years.  i dont remember how we met, but back then he was a totally different person.  from what he showed me he had that "i dont give a damn" attitude, which there is nothing wrong with.  but today, as we were conversating and watching a video.. the words that came out of his mouth were magnificent.  i never saw God take affect on someone like he has taken affect on Philip. it was so amazing.  personally, my relationship with God is almost non-existent.  i felt ashamed being in the presence of this man who was so engulfed by Gods word.  after i left his house this afternoon i thought to myself what i should do to become closer to God.  there is no doubt i'll need help but i know that he will direct me towards the right people to talk to.  i am still in awe about how my friend, who i have known for several years, had done a complete 180. he amazes me, by the way he talks about his mission trips and how he's moving to Cali to be apart of the YWAM in pismo beach.  God has planned his life out and it is so amazing.  today he became somewhat of a role model for me, and i hope one day he reads this and knows, that i look up to him, as a friend and as a guide.
-so, thank you Philip Causey