what do i have to do to gain respect? i have given everything that i could have possibly given, say everything i could possibly say and do everything that i can to earn nothing. i cant take it anymore. i am a woman who is independent on herself and chose to have something in her life that i thought was going to be marvelous.
is it really that marvelous? is it worth the pain and struggle? i dont want people to think i have failed. do i care about what other people think more than myself?
maybe i am just over reacting? maybe i should just suck it up. God puts struggles in our life to make us stronger people. Maybe he is just testing me in my faith to see if i am able to over come it. Well, i am. i know I can over come this and show just how strong of a woman i am.
Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life, to mind your own business and to work with your hands, just as we told you, so that your daily life may win the respect of outsiders and so that you will not be dependent on anybody. 1 Thessalonians 4:11-12
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